Wow. Had a minor "grief quake" earlier this evening. Was looking at some music videos on YouTube as I prepare August. Got me thinking of how Tylan has a birthday coming up and how Mom, if she were alive, would have a birthday in August. Then I started listening to some songs that remind me of her. Amy gave me a hug and I let go. Probably still have a lot left to let go, but it helped to have that release.